good to hear from you again CBM, though a shame that it's for this reason. Also good that you are in such a good place in your life in general - such a long way from where you were when you joined this forum. :-)
Good to hear from you again, as actd has said though shame it's becuase you are going through things again.
It's great to hear how far you have come since joining all that time ago.
Good luck and keep us posted.
Suicide isn't the answer. You have a one year old child and you should fight your ex tooth and nail to see him. Tell her you want to arrange to see him and want a she due or you will go and see a solicitor regarding contact. Lots of ex''s after a breakup just want control and become bitter towards someone they were once with,this shouldn't happen. They should put the child first.