Annoyed wrote: This may sounds silly but when I heard the expression “ worrying never fixed anything” it went deep and made me reevaluate my thought processes. So all of your overthinking has zero effect on any outcomes or concerns that you may have. The opportunity you have to spend time with your son on this planet at this time is beyond calculations and may not ever present itself again, don’t waste this time.
That's so true and I must keep that as my focus. Thanks.