I've behaved terribly over the last months and said some vile things to my wife. She was nothing but supportive and tollerant. I pushed it too hard just over three weeks ago and left in a rage. She has now asked me to stay away. I've been seeing our son with her blessing regularly but have had to stay in a hotel three nights a week and with a good friend for four as he lives 50 miles from my home town.
No mention of divorce from her but plenty of chat about me finding somewhere to rent away from our family home. I drank too much prior to but have been seeking and actively getting help.
Can anyone give advice on A. How to try and repair relationship as I love her dearly and B. How hard (if at all) I should push to go home? Thanks in advance. F