hi,
have you thought about moving on, a new partner/relationship? would probably not feel so bad if you always have company.
You certainly need to find a better alternative than drinking heavily, something you can look forward to between contact.
Hey thanks. Yes I have a new partner but not with her all the time.
I look forward to work as it's a distraction from it all. Why I get drunk on a Sunday as Monday comes a lot quicker.
My partner is great and if I need to talk she is right there to listen. Even if she doesn't understand everything she will listen to what I'm saying.
It's the feeling after ive dropped them off that a piece of me is missing.
I should start a new thread as I feel I've hijacked this one a bit.
I'd still find an alternative - go to the gym or the cinema, or something like that 🙂